tea is great!

2038-01-19T03:14:07Z

i rode the bus today sitting next to corinne and we talked about cypress creek. [mental hospital that we were in] and it reminded me of that year. i felt butterflies in my stomach talking about it for some reason... like the feeling you get talking to someone you are real shy around...or even when you are homesick...that type of feeling. its weird. i wish i could relive so many things in my life!! and for some reason i want to relive going to the emergency room and almost dying for some reason... kinda strange... i dont know why i feel this way. haha! my childhood is another thing id really like to relive...yes...back when i had blonde hair.. did you know that i had blonde hair?? well i did...then it just kept getting darker and darker as i got older. as i type this im on my third cup of tea ^_^ i feel like such a dork but thats okay cuz i am one! :]
cam told me that he may be moving to australia... this really sucks. hes one of my few friends here in the land of wood. eh. who needs friends... there's so much beauty in solitude. im not the only one who feels this way. who is to define what is healthy and what is not...i dont think its you levi. so back off on that... every person is entitled to their own opinions.. dont shove yours down my throat
anyways... after my boring day at school... the bus ride came along...it was kind of interesting...we had a fatass substitute bus driver that everyone called a fat fuck and shit like that...and shamoo.[save the whales]! ha. i couldnt help but laugh at these stupid comments. the man was such a dickhead to everyone. he watched us like an animal watching its prey when he should have been watching the road and getting us home safely.. geez. hahaha. he got onto this black kid because he threw away some sunflower seeds...and we all said to him that he was just mad because he wasnt getting any of them.. and of course along came the insult 'you fat fuck' from vince in the back of the bus. okay...thats enough about that bus ride...onto the next bus ride home.
i saw lauren...i dont think ive ever mentioned her...but shes really pretty...and she reads! just like me...shes really quiet...kinda antisocial i guess...always has a 'leave me alone' look on her face...always sits in the back of the bus and listens to music.. shes so nice though when you actually take the time to get to know her. that seems to be the way it is with alot of people...you have to get to know them! ^_^ but anyways i drew her this badass picture of a girl with the prettiest eyes and a bow in her hair. im gonna draw another soon and take pictures for anyone who might want to see it! ^_^
when i got home i went to band practice..kyle had a haircut and he had shaved..i was like wtf...cuz he looked like a completely new person...but he got his job at freestyles again, so he had to cut his hair n stuff. we recorded made in taiwan and they showed me what unseen and the intro song would sound like. by the way our website is linked to this page on the top left of the screen ^_^ it says HaZe so check us out if you are bored. [cough cough] even if youre not. haha.
my sisters friend, david, came over and we hungout for a little bit trying to figure out this website called myspace...well..we were trying to figure out how to put a picture in the background of your user homepage...but im sure you care about that! hes a cool guy...i havent known him long...but he seems like someone id look up to alot.
alright...after that i just started drinking a bunch of tea...messing around with some pictures i took...and writing this...so thats about all i have to say...if you read this far...im amazed at you.. congradulations! hehe. wooo. laters
^_^
~steven~

Steven

tea is great!